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| It's been over a year since I've been "sleeping on the sidewalk".
Before that I was falling asleep to "carbon monoxide lullabies"
for about a year or so and then "music made life" for about
a year or two before that... anyways the point is...
I HATE xanga. I know some of you are all loyal and such to
Xanga and it's ways, and well... more power to you I suppose.
I feel like Xanga is an obligation. I feel I have to update so people
don't think I'm dead. Well I'm sick of updating this thing so therefore
I won't be posting anymore. It's been fun, it really has, but since I got
a MySpace I thought I would be freed of the church kids who read this
and that I could get away with speaking my mind and saying "potty words"
and not being criticized for it, well... I was wrong. I don't know who
it was, but some church kid got a MySpace and now all of them have them
just like the rest of America and are requesting to for me to "add them". To tell
the truth, if you don't know me, I don't want you reading what I write. And by
"knowing me", I mean I have your phone number, I call you, you call me,
we talk, we hangout etc. Comprende? Good. This might sound really rude,
but I only added a few of you church kids cause I felt bad. But now I re-thought that
and I don't care anymore! I will be deleting those few that I added. I'm sick
and tired of people (especially whom I don't know) not understanding
sarcasm,
misinterpreting things I say, looking down on others for expressing
the way they feel etc.
So goodbye Xanga, may you fare well in this
technological-blog-driven age.
I almost feel like typing an expletive
but I think I'll refrain. 
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| Sometimes I don't understand myself.
I'm so emotionally distraught that sometimes
I think I make myself sick of... myself.
EDIT:
Why is it that when we don't want to be around someone
or don't want to do something, why is it then that people think something is wrong with us?
They seem offended or they tend to think we are thinking a certain
something and that's why we have changed our minds. Have they ever
thought that maybe sometimes you just lose all ties to concious reality
and the only way to combat that is to be alone and sort things out in your mind?
Why are we so critisized for having our own free will?
Can we not just refrain from doing something because we do not
wish to do it? When will we stop having to explain ourselves for our every action?
I'm so sick of American culture. Someone give me a cigarette
and an assault rifle, maybe then we'll all see some touch of reality.
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| This Saturday = Richard's Birfdey/JonBenet and Kidnap Soundtrack @ Walter's/?
yummaaaay!
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| Life = fun
Especially when in a matter of 5 days you...
1) almost get arrested
2) drink in Mexico and eat tacos in Mexico until the "a.m."
3) win $10 at an "arcade" (underground gambling)
4) hear overly-hyped gang stories at 2am form your friends crazy dad while your friend is asleep
5) are stared at by everyone around you for being a WHITE-Boy
6) hangout with the most amazing people on earth
7) are told "take it off!" by your friends drunk mother
8) crash at random peoples houses
9) go 4 different places twice in the same day
10) wonder why in the hell it is that every time you leave you have a
feeling in your gut telling you not to leave home
p.s.- why are cd's so expensive!? argh
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| Research papers suck.
Except! I did mine on the moral destruction of our society due to
ignorance, specifically Ebonics and the effect it has on our culture
through music (rap). Movies such as the one coming out featuring "50
Cent(S)" which glorifies the gangster lifestyle... how far will we go
to let this type of lifestyle be crammed down the throats of our youth? Because right now we have
gone so far to allow a rap-group who brags of being ex-drug dealers and
pimps, to have... 1) a shoe company/clothing company (which the youth
clothe themselves with to better identify with this lifestyle)... 2)
release a
videogame which promotes violence... 3) and on top of all that now
we're allowing the release of a movie glorifying the rap lyfestyle
of "50 Cent(s)" whom so many of America's ignorant youth idolize... yet
we wonder why our youth
are so troubled!?
Amazing, seriously.... it is... I imagine that if anyone ever
stepped
up and said "ENOUGH OF THIS!" (referring to the demoralization of
america's youth by the hip-hop culture and ebonics) they would be
labeled a "racist", that's
the beauty of "equality" in America for you. Equality my ass. "Shhh
kids! Don't say the
"N-bomb" now you'll be labeled a racist!"... but if someone calls you
"cracker" just smile and say "why thank you!". Fuck Affirmative Action.
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